The Fractal of God: Duality, Balance, and Time

Muddy water is best cleared by leaving it alone. The art of life is not to try to control it, but to go with it. The shadow and the light are one.

​—Alan Watts

​The Fractal of God: Duality, Balance, and Time.

​To genuinely experience God, you must approach death. It sounds extreme, but stay with me. What exactly is God? I believe the answer is found in layers of duality and balance.

​There’s your True Self—a core you can connect with for fleeting moments in time.

​Then there is the Parallel Self, or the dark side, which you can also sense and communicate with. This side exists internally and has versions outside in the physical world. I call this "the devil" or "the dark side." (This doesn't always mean evil or bad; it’s more like a Yin-Yang situation: two opposing energies perfectly pressuring each other to maintain the absolute balance of life centered.)

​Finally, you have the Absolute God described in the Bible—the all and absolute. This meaning of God is that it is literally all and everything. It’s you, your opposite, and the totality of existence.

​The reason anything exists is based on this foundational principle: for every energy or action, there needs to be a reaction or opposite pressure/energy. So, the simple fact that nothing exists means that every single version or any possibility of a thing that is to exist has to exist.

​That is the first split. That is what we see and think of as the Yin-Yang in its most absolute form.

​But as soon as this started, the two sides began fractaling, pushing against each other and creating this spiral effect where the opposing sides mix.

​This is where you and I originate. We are the mix of two of the fractals meeting (your mother and father). Your conception was a cosmic collision of two perfectly balanced fractals, making you inherently balanced.

​The amazing thing is it doesn't just stop at you or me. It keeps on fractaling/splitting within you. Your soul divides into two sides—positive and negative, or masculine and feminine. The split isn't straight down the middle; it's a complete mix of whatever we manifest in life.

​Your decisions and how you treat your body and mind influence the next stage of this fractaling.

​The knowledge I’m working on gaining now is taking a little while to be received, but I continue the work.

​If nothing is everything, and it all exists because it has to, has it all already happened? Is time and aging merely our ascent along the points of the fractal? It suggests that everything is happening simultaneously.

​And what if we are experiencing our time moving up the fractal lineage completely backward? Maybe we are moving back to God as we age and grow. Perhaps we are completing a full circle, and this is the re-condensing of our individual souls back into the main soul. Is this why spiritual awareness feels more accessible now?

​When we finally die, we do not merely go to a distant "Heaven" we have never seen; rather, we rejoin the source of God, which is the immediate next stage of our existence. Death is not an end, but the ultimate act of reintegration. It is a seamless transition where the soul instantly begins its next incarnation, equipped with the totality of all the love, balance, and lessons forged in this current life. Heaven is not a destination; it is the instantaneous realization of our divine trajectory and the initiation of the next, higher chapter of the soul's infinite journey.

​Maybe this journey is ultimately personal.

​Perhaps you are the only one truly experiencing any of this, because consciousness has chosen to manifest uniquely in you.

By RGerrard