RGerrard's blog

Muddy water is best cleared by leaving it alone. The art of life is not to try to control it, but to go with it. The shadow and the light are one. ​—Alan Watts ​The Fractal of God: Duality, Balance, and Time. ​To genuinely experience God, you must approach death. It sounds extreme, but stay with me. What exactly is God? I believe the answer is found in layers of duality and balance. ​There’s your True Self—a core you can connect with for fleeting moments in time. ​Then there is the Parallel Self, or the dark side, which you can also sense and communicate with. This side exists internally and has versions outside in the physical world. I call this "the devil" or "the dark side." (This doesn't always mean evil or bad; it’s more like a Yin-Yang situation: two opposing energies perfectly pressuring each other to maintain the absolute balance of life centered.) ​Finally, you have the Absolute God described in the Bible—the all and absolute. This meaning of God is tha...

As a child, I caught glimpses of worlds beyond our own, shadows of other realities flickering at the edges of my vision. Sometimes, it was a fleeting movement in the corner of my eye, a figure darting out of sight before I could focus. Other times, vivid dreams or encounters with entities no one else could see left me both awestruck and unsettled.  These moments were strange, unexplainable, and I tucked them away as quirks of an overactive imagination. At 18, my world shattered when a close friend took his own life. In the wake of that loss, vivid dreams brought him back to me, whispering messages from loved ones who had passed. I dismissed these experiences as grief-fueled illusions, blaming my mental health and trying to ignore the whispers from beyond. By 25, I noticed a deeper rift within me, a split in my very soul. Under stress, it felt like two versions of myself were at war, their voices clashing in my mind. The internal conflict grew so intense that I left my j...

If your not into spiritual stuff this one blogs probably not for you! ❤️ Before I start, I just want to say that everything in this blog is my own thoughts, feelings, and beliefs that I've collected throughout my life so far. You don't have to agree or believe. In this blog, I'm going to tell you some stories about my relationship with the spiritual realms and how I perceive and believe it to be. I think I'll start with a story my mum tells me about from early on in life, when I was about 3 years old. My nan had come to visit us for the weekend; she was a bit quieter than usual (her beloved dog had been put down and she hadn't told anyone as it was a special occasion, and she didn't want to lower the mood). Apparently, I sat down next to her, put my hand on her lap, and said, "I'm sorry Charlie is gone, but he's here still; you just can't see him." I then went on to tell stories of a grandad that came and took the dog, and he wa...

So today I decided to start a blog for people to read and get to know me. My names Robbie I am 29 years old and I live in south Wales UK in a cute little village.  I've had this urge to create content and post if for everyone to see so I hope people are enjoying what I do!  I have been trying to figure out how to turn my passion into a living for a while now, all I can say is it's really difficult and slow but each day I seem to be creeping closer to this dream although it's still a long way off.  Like today I've been trying to figure out products to put on my Shopify store that some people might like but that's difficult too! I don't want to produce tat that noone will want 😅 I have a few ideas in the mix so wait and see what comes off that. All the links will be on my linktree link in my bios.  Enough about my plans, here's some info about me. I'm a happy bi-sexual hippy type of guy and I've been single now for almost 18 mo...